April 2011
1 post
Listen
January 2011
2 posts
Dear azhar,
Thank you for your patience & love (:
September 2010
1 post
Long time no post
I came back from Thailand for training, and I learnt something really beneficial that has remained firmly etched in my brain.
Exercise Thailand has made me self reflect on my limitations and deficiencies that I will need to constantly improve on.
I will try to make it brief, and let you digest them yourself.
Lessons
Communication
We don’t care if you are a PHD Graduate or a PSLE...
June 2010
2 posts
19 June 2010 - Yes I CAN!
I have this tremendous urge to get things done and at work as well. I work for my company and I am dedicated to completing my tasks and providing value to it for as long as I stay.
Once I leave the place, the next target is my next employer and I will do my damn best to ensure everything runs smoothly.
Having said that, I am one that will do my very best in everything that I set myself in. My...
May 2010
4 posts
Hey u!
Oh well, half of my life is spent at work and the other at the library even though I work at home. Doesnt seem like a home as I see it as an office. Life is great actually.
Being an introvert, I really enjoy being alone. I thank God for all the pleasures I was given and seeing many people in other parts of the country and even in Singapore suffer much worst than me, what else can I ask for...
April 2010
15 posts
A Case of Being Misrepresented
I feel like I’m being misrepresented in this blog! Because Azhar only/always puts up photos of me when I eat. Don’t get me wrong I love to eat, food is just about the best thing in the whole world that can make ANYONE happy. But i don’t eat all the time!
xo
sometimes
i wish that i can be stronger for you, but you’re always the stronger one amongst us. I am always the one that’s breaking down into tears. I’m always the one leaning on you for support. sometimes i wish it’d be the other way round because I want to be strong for you. I want you to know that it’s okay to not be strong all the time.
You can lean on my shoulder too (:
Strong
I must be strong and bo chup and not be like pondan and too sensitive..zzz
Need to focus more on doing than thinking
Today I realised I think too much about problems and how to solve. The thought to solve things is good but merely sitting down and think is not good. I have to constantly take action, slowly, and it will grow to be one massive action and incredible change will occur.
A
March 2010
7 posts
Decisions
Yes, like I have said earlier, you DECIDE what you want. If you decide you want it to be to in a particular way, focus and direct your thoughts towards achieving that goal. If you decide you want to end your misery, you crappy life, DECIDE to end it RIGHT NOW. Not tomorrow, not next week, but right now!
If only God has a predetermined fate for us and the date where we die, then everybody would be...
Dear Me, Part Deux
Okay, let us continue with this amazing story of mine. So we are all influenced by our past and surroundings to the extend it merges into our personality and character. Like I have said before, all the drillings that was done by my mom has put me in a situation where I expected women to at least the basics of cooking and maintenance of the household. This is the influence of the olden days ladies...
Dear Me,
In love, it takes 2 hands to clap. That is what I feel personally. If one party does not put in effort, how will the other feel? She/he will feel like crap. That is very obvious and natural.
I still remember Sharina going to my house from Paya Lebar to the extreme West of Singapore to see me. I remember the birthday presents she gave me, the sweet little gifts that she presents me nicely, the...
Living with Passion
Years have passed. I have grown from a midget little twerp, to this steady handsome rock solid man. I did not live with passion before this.
Now I do, and I know if I were to get sacked, I know I will get a better job. If I got a fight with my mom or GF, I know its not the end, but the beginning of a flowering relationship.
Do you call that delusioned? I call that faith and belief. And these two...
“i wanna hold your hand”
– The Beatles
February 2010
8 posts
I realise I write better under the lamp
Dear Blog,
I realised I pen my thoughts better under the lamp. Cos I can easily focus under this lamp that sharina has given me. It gave me mental clarity and focus like I have never had before. Thanks my baby.
Best regards,
Azhar
Don't think, ACT NOW!
We have all think throughout our entire lives. Thought of the future, of the past, and at time we can even think RIGHT NOW. We tend to think and think to the extend it cripples our present moment. We do not take action now due to the continuous thinking. I have realized this is one of my biggest crippling action in my entire life.
I will think of various things. Mundane stuff like should I work...
January 2010
12 posts
21
No, not that i’m turning 21, but rather a celebration of our 21 months together.
Feels like forever since we got together, but sometimes, it feels like it was yesterday. I agree that there are days where i just can’t get enough of him, and there are days where he really ticks me off, and I just want to crawl into this hole and never leave. But the journey to what we’ve turned...
Happy anniversary to my Sharina (2)
It has been a topsy turvy week for me due to many things that I need to think of and personal stuff.
I appreciate the fact that Sharina has been very understanding and accomodating to my “nonsense” which I am not saying much about.
In our months and months together, I found out many things about her, and I am becoming connected as the months pass by. I know what ticks her off, what...
17 Jan 10
1 week, 6 days of consistent 630am running, and I can feel the pain building up. It tiring, and it takes strong will power to wake up early and go for the runs. I am still finding ways to replenish the energy everytime I come back from the morning runs.
I have tried oats, tons of water, high protein food like fish, and I realised the only thing that can bring my energy back up again was carbs,...
YES U CAN!
As we embark on the New Year, we present ourselves with new resolutions, hopes and dreams. For me, I made a great start to 2010.
I tried my very best to accomplish goals that I had set myself in 2009. Although I accomplished most of them, I do not feel 100 percent satisfied with what I had. I think I reached the end of line, but I did not have a great journey towards it; it was quite painful I...
7 Jan 09
Hi there! Its me again! YES!
So here goes!
1. 7am - Woke up at 7am to do work
2. Work and work and work
3. 11am - Mama cooked Mee Goreng which I ate 1 plate :X supposed to be unhealthy, but I think I am losing weight really fast. I have no appetite and I work out like a beast since 2010, its weird though, maybe its the protein shakes and BCAA. HMM
4. 12am - Oats with raisins, bananas, and...
6 Jan 10
So, here goes!
0830 - Start work
1000 - Breakkie of oats and raisins
1100 - Lunch of 2 Pieces bread, 100gm chicken boobs, pizza sauce, and slice of cheese
1200 - Reached Egypt Embassy for servicing. The egyptians are super duper nice man, although some of their slangs I couldnot understand. One of them is a security guard, but travels around the world to guard embassies. Must be earning big...
ERM.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT THAT IS BUT IT’S LIKE DAMN GROSS!
What is this
Can anyone tell me what the hell is this?? Is it a dolphin or what??
http://images.4chan.org/gif/src/1262680108361.gif
THanks.
Azh
5 Jan 09
What a week.
1. 0800 - Woke up
2. 0830 - Start work
3. 1100 - Cooked spaghetti with chicken
4. 1400 - Did some light workouts for 10 mins
5. 1600 - Did weights
6. 1730 - Left house to meet baby
Life is great. If you choose to be great. Sounds crap? No it doesnt cos the day you decide that you want your life to be great will be the day you take action to fulfill the life you have been...